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2022.01.23 20:53 Drunkeinstein_ 27M [Chat] In need of interaction!
Hello, I live in Poland, I have been working here since 2017 and I am actually in need of interaction. I lack people in my life, I’ve lost the people I had known for a long time due to the distance and for the last two years, I haven’t made any friends or met anybody to talk for a long time. Anyways, I love Formula 1, have been a fan since I was 10. Apart from watching, I also play formula games, I enjoy racing so much! I play video games on my console, I watch true crime documentaries and I read. I also take photographs :) I am an easy going person, also very understanding and I don’t have any problem with location or time zone :) Hit me up if you want to talk! Let’s see whether we click, no pressure :) Cheers. I prefer talking to woman, I feel more comfortable while chatting to the opposite sex.
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2022.01.23 20:53 Murky-Buy1277 I'm sorry
I'm sorry if I lied, I'm sorry if I betrayed your trust, if I spoke too much to the wrong people, I'm sorry that I didn't got better from my issues, I'm sorry if I didn't comunicate properly, I'm sorry if I'm a horrible person, I'm sorry that I cannot kill myself. I'm sorry... I'm sorry that things will end like this, I'm sorry that I've hurt you so much, I'm sorry that I'm a piece of shit, I'm sorry that I make you anxious, I'm sorry that I checked out your friend. I'm sorry I'm sorry that I'm a screw-up, I'm sorry that I can't fix things, I'm sorry that I'm never feel your hug again. I'm sorry that I'm like this.
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2022.01.23 20:53 ThoseWhoLookBeyond My friend admitted he'd like to jack me off inside a restaurant, I don't know what to do!
Hey everyone! I decided to hop into reddit since I've been struggling with my sexuality for the last couple of weeks.
I'm a 17 y/o guy. For my entire life I've been attracted to man; I think about their beautiful hair, their gorgeous eyes, the male physique as a whole just amazes me! While I'm confident in my sexuality (although as of lately I've started to feel bi-curious, but that's a completely different story), I've never gotten the chance to really experiment it with other people.
- Side note, skip to "This is where the real TEA happens" if you don't want to read the whole backstory. ;)
During my freshmen year of high school I met this guy, which we'll call Ethan. Due to COVID-19, my only perception of both my classmates and teachers where from their virtual faces on Zoom! To be fair, I didn't think much of Ethan at first. He was really intelligent and had a cheerful smile. He liked to participate in class and overall seems like a nice guy. Days passed, which later turned into months, and eventually after a year and a half of being stuck at home (or reaching junior year), all lockdown restrictions where uplifted. I finally got the chance to meet all of my friend and peers. Being the social butterfly that I am, I was delighted to finally see all of them in person. I joined as many friend groups as I could. Overall I had an amazing time meeting new people. When I first met Ethan in person, again, I didn't think much of him. Although jolly in personality, he is more of an introvert than an extrovert. Nevertheless, I was close enough to him to have a nice chat or hang out with a group of friends every once in a while.
Being mocked in middle school for my sexuality, and being heartbroken many times, I eventually grew a massive shell made of fear and resent. Which up to this day, I still carry. From a very young I learnt to hide who I was, but more importantly, what I fell. This "shell" came in clutch at the time since it protected my from being hurt by others. I started to gain a "stronger personality", I began to put my own boundaries so no one could harm me ever again. As a result, I became a more independent and confident person; but in a way, I prevented myself from falling in love. Fearing what other would do to me if I were to ever hold hands, kiss, or ever flirt with another guy.
As our first semester in "real life" high school ended, I was confident that I didn't like anyone in my ENTIRE SCHOOL OF MORE THAN 2500 PEOPLE. I shook off the thought of dating, thinking that I'd eventually meet someone who would make me happy. (Keep in mind that I've had this exact same mentality for the past 10 years). During this winter break, I got into working out. While I worked out every once in a while, during these small vacations I got really into it. Going to the gym practically every single day, becoming almost like a personal sanctuary where I could relief all of my sorrows. Naturally, I became better looking, which genuinely made me really happy. All of my life I've struggled with my image, and looking in the mirror and feeling hot for the first time felt pretty fucking great!!!
Anyways, 2 weeks ago we returned to school. I think that it's important to add that now we must attend from Monday to Friday, as oppose to last semester in which we only needed to go on Monday and Thursday or Tuesday and Friday, depending on your schedule. Having bought a couple of new clothes, and having had a glow up, I felt as confident as ever. In school I seemed to me more active, feeling full of energy. I even joined the volleyball team with a couple of my friends!!
- This is where the real TEA happens. I really don't know when it all began, but I'd like to assume that it was about 3 or 4 days into school. I remember being at volleyball practice when suddenly Ethan and a couple of our friends (in our grade, everyone is mostly friend with everyone) came to cheer us up. I felt really happy to see them, but for some reason, I had this sudden though of wanting to impress Etahn. So I tried my best to appear as good in the game as possible. They waved goodbye and left after 15 minutes or so. A couple of days passed, and a couple of my close friends decided to seat together during English class. For some reason, I felt (once again) an urge to seat next to Ethan even though he wasn't in the friend group per-say. So while I was chatting with my friends and taking notes, I still had Ethan next to me. That was the first moment that I started to feel this "sexual tension" between us. I tried to play it cool, but I could definitely that there was something powerful in the air during those 45 minutes or so of class. I had noticed that he started to be a little more bubbly around me. I just thought of it as another silly crush.
Anyways, a week or so passed since that funny little occurrence. I was waiting for my parents to pick me up from school. I happened to bump into one of my friends, and decided to join him for a little walk while they came to pick him up too. Out of the blue, I see one of my friend groups in the distance. I walk up to them wanting to chitchat, and Ethan just happened to be in the group too. As a mere coincidence, they were just about to leave to X's bday party at a restaurant nearby, and they asked me if I wanted to join them. I gladly said yes, and my parents took me there a couple of minutes after. When I arrived, Ethan was dinning with 6 or so of our friends. They were all happy to see me, and I'm not even kidding, the first thing Ethan said was: "come seat right next to me" and made a spot in the sofa just for me. The meal was great, we all had sushi and a couple of cool looking drinks. We were all pretty comfortable with each other, so we spoke about pretty taboo topics. A couple of hours into the party we were spilling out tea about out school in general, overall having a really good time. We were talking about this very specific topic which involved two of our classmates hooking up, when all of a sudden, Ethan just straight up said "Hey [my name], why don't we go to the bathroom and I'll show you what real fireworks feel like!!!" EVERYONE JUST BURSTED OUT LAUGHING IN SHOCK!!. I my face turned bright red, almost like a freshly baked apple pie.
As a little bit of context, I've known for a very long time that Ethan was gay (or liked men at the very least). While you wouldn't necessarily notice at first sight, you wouldn't need to be an astrophysicist to smell the fruitiness after having a 5 minute conversation with them. What really shocked me about his comment was how dead serious he was, and although it came trough as an oddly specific joke, the way he said confessed some very intimate feelings.
I went to school the next day, slightly confused by the confession but tried not to overthink it. When he greeted me, he didn't fist-bumped me as I usually do with most of my friends, he straight up came up to me and hugged me tight. I was clearly confused by what was happening, but he just made it seem as something normal. This in a way relaxed me, it just felt natural. I've noticed that in a lot of our classes, he specifically decided to seat next to me. Even during lunch/recess when I was with my friends, he would always sits next to me. By this point, I've clearly noticed that it isn't just some mere coincidence, but that he knowingly is trying to get closer to me.
Truthfully, I don't know what to do. As I've already stated, I really haven't been confronted with the situation of actually dating up-till now. Of course, I've thought of the scenario of falling in love and having a partner multiple times, but this is so different from what I could've ever expected. I'm scared; I'm scared that I don't like him physically like him as much as I've liked other people, yet there is something really warm and soothing about his energy; I'm scared of what other people will think if I start to date him; I'm scared of being in a relationship and potentially braking his heart because of how naive I am; I'm scared of maybe falling in love for the first time.
I'm truly just a 17 year old guy, falling for a guy who I would've never, in a million years, thought that I would like. Should I go with the flow and see were it goes? Should I start flirting back and see where the tides take us both. I'm scared of potentially not end up liking him and braking his heart. I want him to be happy, but at the moment not even I know what I want. What should I do?
TLDR: Friend has openly expressed his affection multiple times towards me. I'm afraid of maybe not liking him and braking his heart. Should I go with the flow and flirt back?
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2022.01.23 20:53 Myksee7 Good luck snack!
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2022.01.23 20:53 piro4you Let the shitstorm happen.
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2022.01.23 20:53 akk6793 Kenia Gonzalez(@keniamusicr)
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2022.01.23 20:53 Deep-Challenge-9584 Should I remove any leaves in this?
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2022.01.23 20:53 ndaprophet Last Turn Took 3 Minutes
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2022.01.23 20:53 fuqoth Meirl
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2022.01.23 20:53 Exact_Opportunity_18 If you're bird brained you'll see a bird
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2022.01.23 20:53 BigBossThaAlphaQueen This is something that my Mom had cooked for dinner Lima Beans and Rice with Fried Chicken (The only thing I eat was the chicken I really don't like Lima Beans) Rate:2/10 Sorry Mom 🤢🤮🤮🤮
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2022.01.23 20:53 pardesorrisos 🇦🇷 PÉREZ, SANTA FE, ARGENTINA .o2: tranquilidad y paz en una tarde 🌆 | V...
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2022.01.23 20:53 xponentialdesign Runic Wire 1 | by Xponentialdesign
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2022.01.23 20:53 Hopeless_Dreams713 The More You Know
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2022.01.23 20:53 Irishguy_5 Who is this lassie and what podcast is this? I just want to start a ponzi crypto scheme with her, watch tim dillon rant about lizad people and Chelsea Handler, and make adorable crisis actors (a man can dream in the big city). What else should her and I do? Get me on her pod please.
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2022.01.23 20:53 Reitanna what can i do to possibly burn calories while i'm doing daily activities?
i exercise for 30 mins five days a week. i feel like i could be doing more while i do my usual activities. right now i'm sitting on my exercise ball while on my computer. is there anything else i can do? (healthy, of course.)
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2022.01.23 20:53 20Small Anyone been treated with vitamin D and not need surgery?
I have had symptoms of hyperparathyroidism for 10 years which have increased to the point that I am miserable a lot of the time. I was finally diagnosed just a few months ago and referred to an ENT. The ENT wants to treat the Vitamin D deficiency and hope the issue corrects itself. Everything I've read says that's pretty much just slapping a bandaid on the issue and that parathyroidectomy is the only cure.
So I'm wondering what the title says -- Has anyone here been successfully treated for hyperparathyroidism with Vitamin D and not needed followup surgery to correct the issue?
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2022.01.23 20:53 watan592 الاعلامي سري القدوة يكتب : المسؤولية الاردنية في تثبيت عروبة القدس وتعزيز الصمود الفلسطيني
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2022.01.23 20:53 Lunastra_ Which place would be safe to live / travel to, if ww3 starts?
2022.01.23 20:53 Muuptuu I'm sure most of us can get behind this
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2022.01.23 20:53 bastrube Talking in tongues
So ex-Pentecostal 25 years now. STILL don’t get the talking in tongues thing. What kind of messed up mind game is that! Studied in REAL college and psychology has no answer. Just curious.
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2022.01.23 20:53 Nightwing_ Help me decide
I am looking to upgrade my monitor set up. Right now I have an older HP Omen 27 paired with a random 32" acer.
I am wanting to move into a a 21:9 or 32:9 set up. For the last year I have planned on going with the Samsung odyssey G9. Though after reading all the posts on here I am a little less thrilled by it. So I am considering the Alienware AW3821DW because I am able to get an Employee+Veteran discounts to bring the price down around to around $1100. Wish I would have seen it black Friday when the base cost was that.
If you have a $1200+Tax/shipping budget being based in the U.S. what monitor would you choose? I will be using it to play games and work from home. I am not a competitive gamer but I do not want junk either.
I am open to another one other then these too so if you have suggestions please let me know.
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2022.01.23 20:53 ShenL0ngKazama Odin DLC
2022.01.23 20:53 TENGU999 [NA] bronze 1 mid lane any duos?
Hii I'm bronze 1 I play mid and I'm looking for someone who plays consistently and it's also low elo.. (please no smurfs or high elo... but yea ign is eunhanna99 -^
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